…and to think the last time I saw her was just a couple of months ago. The part that hurts more is finding out through the daily news; and getting told that the other station showed censored shots of the crime scene, like a twisted version of CSI — only, horrifyingly real.

I have to force myself to think properly. And with that focus, maybe I’ll narrow my vision just enouth to fool myself into thinking that I’m doing something other than thinking about it.

Logic tells me that it’s wrong to make my lungs and liver pay for what happened, but my brain just can’t forget.

http://www.gmanews.tv/story/51171/Estranged-father-kills-2-kids-self-in-Antipolo

http://newsinfo.inquirer.net/inquirerheadlines/metro/view_article.php?article_id=77007

http://luzon.wowphilippines.com/rizal/?p=138

http://www.journal.com.ph/index.php?issue=2007-07-17&sec=1&aid=0

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